Well shit, I’ve run out of anti depressants and the earliest I can get back to the uni doctors is Tuesday/Wednesday… I’m in for a fun few days :/
I’m just fed up of feeling shit. I wish I could turn it all off but unfortunately I can’t do that any more, I guess that’s what you get when you change from being guarded and cold to caring about everything again.
There’s something so selfish locked in me thanks to this state I’m in.
I just want people to be happy regardless of what I’m going through. So if everyone else can move on then maybe that wouldn’t be such a bad thing… At least not for them.